Need to vent

[BlueBay]

hi @Snowie  i can't remmeber which appts they were?? doctors and psychiatrist maybe

they went okay, as good as they can go.  emotional at my psyc session.

i want to stop taking a mood stabiiser as it is increasing my appetite so much, i am looking for food everywhere. and it is not helping me at all.  i am feeling anxious and overhwelmed.

i emailed my psych's rooms to see if i can see her asap reg. stopping my meds.   

the house is for sale, first open is on sat.  

i feel i am repeating the same story over and over!!! 

my memory is not good at all, has anyone noticed their memory not good

my psych told me it is from stress and depression

does anyone know if @Owlunar is okay and still around. i just haven't seen her around and i am worried

i hope everyone is doing okay.  i am sorry i haven't been around, i am feeling very overwhelmed and stressed with selling our home and the shite my mum gives me.

hugs xxxxxxoooo

@Snowie @Shaz51 @Paperdaisy @NatureLover @Eve7 @Emelia8 @MDT @Bow @Anastasia  and others i have missed

[Snowie]

Sounds like you have got a lot happening at the moment @BlueBay 

I hope you are able to see your psych soon and talk about stopping your meds.

Good luck for the open house on Saturday, I hope everything goes well with it.

[Eve7]

Hello @BlueBay 

my meds are making me hungry too and my memory since having ect is non existent.

I hope you have success with a discussion about your meds. I didn’t have much luck when I asked about ceasing meds.

All the best with the open house on Saturday as I know how stressful that can be.

My mother, at 93, appears to have mellowed and we haven’t clashed at all this week.

Lots of love 💙💙💙

[BlueBay]

I can’t live like this anymore 

I wish life was easier 

[tyme]

I'm sorry to hear things are so tough for you @BlueBay .

You've had a lot of difficult transitions lately, and I hear how difficult things are. 

I'm here if you need a chat.

tyme

[BlueBay]

@tyme  Hi

I just can’t handle our finances or lack of 

it’s very bad 

I don’t know 

think I’ll go to bed znd cry 

hope our house sells quick 

that would help

but then where do we go 

I’m hopeless 

[tyme]

Selling, buying, moving can all be so stressful @BlueBay - especially if you are not yet sure where you are going. I hear you.

I vaguely remember you saying you were looking at a property about 20mins from you? Sorry if I got that wrong.

Have you been able to have any walks along the beach lately?

Sitting with you,

tyme

[BlueBay]

Not walking atm @tyme 

sick in bed with a head cold 

yes hoping to find a house about 20-30 mins away from here 

it’s so stressful 

I’m stressed 

I’m going to bed 

my head hurts 

I’m crying

I'm no use to anyone 

Thanks for chatting

sorry to bother you 

[tyme]

I hear how much things are hurting @BlueBay . You are no bother at all. Please don't be sorry.

As for tonight, I hope you are able to have a rest, and we can catch up again on the forums at a later time.

There is so much in you that we can celebrate and appreciate. If only you remember that you are the world to so many of your loved ones 🙂

[creative_writer]

@BlueBaysending you love and support ❤️❤️. You matter to us and definitely aren’t bothering us.