My special place

[outlander]

@Sans911 @Snowie @Emelia8 @Eve7 💕

[Snowie]

Thank you all for your support and love.

I am just super tired of battling my own demons.

Please don't worry

Sometimes I think that as a CG I should be stronger, that I should be able to fix more things.  I think my CG self  would be disappointed with, myself.

Take care of each other.

Bye 

[TideisTurning]

@Snowie- I'm so sorry to hear things are so difficult for you at the moment. Please know too that it's ok not to be ok all the time. You are an incredible CG and you are doing the best you can, as are all of us. When we're coming from a space of our own lived experience, lived experience that's ongoing and can be harder on some days than others, it can be harder sometimes. That's ok too, and from where I'm standing, it's also a shining example of your incredible strength. Take care 💙

[Snowie]

Thanks @TideisTurning 

I was told today that the only way I can get through was to ignore my thoughts and actions. Hoe does one do that? I wish there was a magic switch. I wish i had succeeded 

[Bow]

Leaving these to hopefully brighten your day a little @Snowie 🤗💕

[Snowie]

Hi all

I am not going to tag anyone, so I don't leave anyone out.

Saw my psychiatrist. He has increased some of my medication and my prn so I am hoping that helps in time. It was good to talk to him about a few things happening.

This morning I had ECT which seemed to go ok. Am home now and just watching some tv.

Thankfully slept last night with some help from some extra meds.

Things are still difficult and tiring but at least I have almost made it to the end of the week.

I hope anyone who reads this is going ok and looking forward to the weekend. Please take care of yourself 💜💜

[Emelia8]

Its been a big day and a big week for you @Snowie  🤗💕

Glad your psychiatrist has made some changes to your meds, and fingers crossed it results in the intended improvements.  Sounds like your ECT went pretty well this week.  What have you got left to go now ... another 3-4 weeks is it?  Yes of course things are still difficult, nothing changes that quickly.  Patience my dear 😊🌹  it will all be worth it in the end.  The end of the week is almost upon us.  Rest up now and give yourself every opportunity possible to enjoy your weekend.  Please take care.

Emelia 🌸

[Snowie]

Thanks @Emelia8 

I hope things are going ok for you too and that you can enjoy the weekend also.

💙💜💚

[Eve7]

I hope those changes work well for you @Snowie and that things start to improve.

I’m glad ECT went well this morning and you are safely back home.

May the weekend be kind to you.

[Zoe7]

@Snowie 💙💙💙