Morning has broken

[Eve7]

Thank you @Otter 

[outlander]

sending love @Eve7 hoping todays a little better

[Snowie]

Evening @Eve7 

Just coming past to see how you are doing hun. I know how hard it is to be in hospital and how hard those sh urges are to control.

Sitting with you sweetheart 💌💌

[Eve7]

It’s just the story of my life this year @Snowie 

I’m thinking about DBT meanwhile it’s movies on the laptop

[Eve7]

Hospital phoned with an admission time for tomorrow. Absolutely struggling with si and sh so I’ve had to agree to go in.

I don’t know what else to say, feeling a failure but maybe treatment will work this time.

Ill be thinking of you all especially @Emelia8 on Thursday

@Snowie @outlander @Appleblossom  @Bunniekins @Angels333 @Anastasia @Shaz51 @Maggie @Faith-and Hope @MDT 

The.tags aren’t working for me

[Emelia8]

Thanks for letting us know @Eve7 .  I'm sad that you will be going back into hospital, because I know you see that as a failure on your part.  Personally I dont see it as a failure at all, but more a show of strength and determination.  Both of which you have in spades. 

I have to admit that I feel relief that you will be in hospital from tomorrow ... where I know you will be kept safe while working on some different treatments for you.  So as much as I feel for you about going back into hospital, my selfish side tells me I wont need to worry about you so much now.  

Thanks for your well wishes for Thursday for me.  I dont know what I feel about that.  Still seems so far away.  Mixed feelings really.  I've convinced myself the last day or so that they are wrong about what they suspect, and that I dont have cancer after all.  And if Thursday comes and they tell me that the tests prove their suspicions .. then I will be devastated all over again.  

Will you have access to the Forums while in hospital this time?  I hope so, because I'd really like to keep in touch to keep you company and to hear of your progress over the coming 6 weeks of your expected admission.

Wishing you well and hoping for the best possible outcomes from your upcoming treatment.

@Snowie @outlander @Appleblossom @Bunniekins @Angels333 @WIP  💚💜

@Maggie @Shaz51 @Anastasia ... see @Eve7  message above where her tags did not work.  🌺

Emelia 💖🌺

[Anastasia]

You are far from a failure dear @Eve7 

You are brave and strong and determined to get better. I think the absolute world of you and am sad to learn how bad the si and sh has been for you of late. I love you to bits Eve and would be devastated if anything happens to you so like Em I am happy you are getting help sweetie. Please go easy on yourself 💛💙💜

[Maggie]

@Eve7  Sending lots and lots of 💕💕💕💕. You are not a failure dear lady, you are unwell. I hope hospital provides you will a safe place, and some healing.

We will be thinking of you. ❣️❣️ @Anastasia @Snowie @outlander ❣️❣️❣️

@Emelia8 Thankyou. ❣️❣️

[outlander]

sending lots of love @Eve7 your not a failure

[MDT]

Ok @Eve7
Take care my friend. It might be for the best. I hope it helps.
Keep us posted