Thanks for letting us know @Eve7 . I'm sad that you will be going back into hospital, because I know you see that as a failure on your part. Personally I dont see it as a failure at all, but more a show of strength and determination. Both of which you have in spades.
I have to admit that I feel relief that you will be in hospital from tomorrow ... where I know you will be kept safe while working on some different treatments for you. So as much as I feel for you about going back into hospital, my selfish side tells me I wont need to worry about you so much now.
Thanks for your well wishes for Thursday for me. I dont know what I feel about that. Still seems so far away. Mixed feelings really. I've convinced myself the last day or so that they are wrong about what they suspect, and that I dont have cancer after all. And if Thursday comes and they tell me that the tests prove their suspicions .. then I will be devastated all over again.
Will you have access to the Forums while in hospital this time? I hope so, because I'd really like to keep in touch to keep you company and to hear of your progress over the coming 6 weeks of your expected admission.
Wishing you well and hoping for the best possible outcomes from your upcoming treatment.
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@Maggie @Shaz51 @Anastasia ... see @Eve7 message above where her tags did not work. 🌺
Emelia 💖🌺
