I'm in a nest

[Former-Member]

Thanks @CheerBear

perhaps it's time that we agree to stop apologising to each other now💜😘 

And yes I don't trust myself much and panic easily. But I hope I can plough my way through to help where I can without too much destruction. 

I hope you can put whatever happened behind you now and get some sleep. This is one of my favourites. If you had to sum me up this is it......all my hopes rely on me being able to do it. 💜😊

[Former-Member]

In bed finally. 😴
Glad you're enjoying your crocheting.
@CheerBear
I'm going to try and sleep now.
I hope you're ok. 💟

Me, I'm achey, have swollen glands etc, thanks for asking. I'll be ok though.
It's you I'm concerned about.
I hope you'll be able to sleep soon.

Nighty night. 😴💜

[Former-Member]

Nighty night @Former-Member 😴💜

[Former-Member]

Hi @Former-Member

I hope you sleep well and the aches ease tomorrow 

hugs💜🤗😴😴😴😴😴😴😴😴

[Former-Member]

Hugs @CheerBear hope you're ok tonight, storms and whirlwinds do pass xx But will be here with you through them anyways!

@Former-Member I hope you wake up feeling better and not worse tomorrow, and that you sleep well tonight!

@Former-Member hugs to you too, 🙂

[CheerBear]

Yes I think that's a super idea that we both try to remember our hearts are in the right place, we're doing the best we can and maybe we don't need so many sorries 🙂 But I also think maybe it's in our nature sometimes and we're human and we make mistakes. So we can forgive mistakes sometimes if sorry slips out too (and well most other mistakes which are bound to happen sometimes)!

Teej - while we're chatting and working out tricky stuff, I wanted to let you know that sometimes if I don't reply to your posts, it's because I don't want you to feel like I am annoying or overbearing. I could chat to most people here for hours but know that not everyone can do that so I don't want to put that pressure on. Far out it can get tricky sometimes to work out what's happening for someone and what is their ok and not ok stuff! I'm still learning all of this and getting to know everyone.

I hope things feel better soon, for anyone who has seen or been effected by trickiness that's happened and brewed from my storm/s. I'm not apologising again, but I do feel sad.

Tomorrow is a new day. Thanks Teej for being willing to put your neck out. I'm actually feeling better for it. I hope there's someone else out there who knows I didn't mean to hurt them or drive them away now too.

[CheerBear]

Sleep well and hope you feel better soon @Former-Member 💛

Thank you @Former-Member 🙂 It's so appreciated.

I'm going to head off while I'm feeling a bit better. I hope everyone else is ok too and sleeps well.

And thanks again, for being here, for caring enough to have tricky conversations and for being you all

[Former-Member]

Yeah it does get tricky @CheerBear. We are all unique and have different triggers and ways of dealing with things. If I'm honest I'm really really struggling on the forum and second guessing everything and that is just stuff I'm going through and nothing to do with anyone. Something kind of snapped a few months ago in me and since I've been struggling to find my place back on the forum and in life. I swear it has nothing to do with anyone. I'm very hit and miss and have not really been me in that I used to find it easy to post but I'm struggling sometimes. However I've been very lucky in that I've received lots of support in the past and I hope I can to return it or pay it forward to those I've connected with when they are in distress or crisis. I just need to calm a bit sometimes :face_with_rolling_eyes:. 

Im about to head off. I have 8 hours of football to watch tomorrow :face_with_rolling_eyes:  My sons are all playing in different games. Wishing you all the best Sleep well 💜🤗😴😴😴😴

[Mazarita]

Good morning, @CheerBear and all, early rise today and stopping in here for a little while to just sit quietly. Or chat if anyone else feels like it, I'm up for that too.

[CheerBear]

Good morning @Mazarita and anyone else who is around 🙂

It's lovely to see you. Did you get to sneak a sunrise in this morning? It's very cloudy here and drizzly but there are still plenty birds around happy in it all.