I can’t cope

[Jynx]

That's really hard to hear @Captain24. I'm really worried about you hun, can you ask for some extra support?

[Captain24]

I’m just going to go to bed in the hope that everything I’ll be better when I wake up. I’m suppose to walk every morning but I just don’t think I can tomorrow but I don’t want to get into trouble. @Jynx 

[Jynx]

@Captain24 bed is sometimes the best answer hey hun. And you don't need to make that decision until the morning! When you wake up you might find yourself with more energy than you thought. Never know!

[Snowie]

Afternoon @Captain24 

Even though I don't say much I am following along hon.

Hoping today is going ok and you got out for some fresh air and sunshine.

[Captain24]

Thanks @Snowie. It was pretty cool her today, I was going to go to the beach but I didn’t feel safe enough. I should have told a nurse how I felt but I just hid in my room.

I get its hard for you and I appreciate it

[tyme]

Hey @Captain24  🙂

Good to see you.

[Captain24]

Hi @tyme 

Happy birthday but I don’t think you do birthdays. 

How did you go with all the kids? 

[tyme]

The ones from Sydney were great. The eldest here was a horror. She is STARTING to de-escalate now, but she's too HORRIBLE.

I was getting furious with her. Just kept answering back.

Anyway, the kids were great together. They had a lot of fun. The prob is that Vic holidays doesn't align with NSW school holidays so they can't meet each other during most school holidays. We are going there in January I guess. @Captain24 

[tyme]

Oh yeah, and you're right. I don't do birthdays @Captain24 

It's not that I CAN'T (not allowed) have a birthday, I just can't be bothered.

[Captain24]

I’m glad they all where good with each other @tyme. I’m sure you enjoyed it. You are having a lot of trouble with her aren’t you. How old is she, I’m thinking 9? Is she like it with her mother too?

It’s hard when the holidays don’t work so they can’t get together but at least you all spend January together. 

I wasn’t sure whether it was a personal choice or a belief not to do birthdays