I can't articulate why I feel so average and depressed

[MDT]

thanks @ArtistZ
had to call lifeline

[ArtistZ]

@MDT 

Okay. It's good you called - I hope it helped a bit? 
Is there anything I can do to help?

[MDT]

just being supportive as always is good my friend @ArtistZ

[ArtistZ]

@MDT 

Okay can do 🙂☕️

[MDT]

🙂 @ArtistZ

[Anastasia]

@MDT 💞

[MDT]

@Anastasia 🙂

[MDT]

I feel alone

[ArtistZ]

@MDT Hey sorry I was slow replying - are you ok?

[MDT]

Thats ok @ArtistZ

Just been watching soccer

I just feel lonely these days is all. Idk. Maybe I'm still adjusting to life after lockdown.

I feel I have to find some new friends, get rid of some and keep others idk my friend.

All a lot of things happening now.

Last night I think I ruined a chance to be intimate finally. But idk. I haven't addressed it and I want to. Will maybe wait for tomorrow.

Idk what I'm doing aye