Had enough of this

[ArraDreaming]

are just here to ban me and tell me off like ever other moderator @tyme 

[tyme]

Hi @ArraDreaming ,

As for your previous message, simple answer - No. I had not intention whatsoever. 

It was more a friendly hello.

Hope you're okay with that.

tyme

[ArraDreaming]

Thanks @tyme ❤️

[ArraDreaming]

didn’t mean to be rude @tyme I don’t know what’s wrong with me at the moment 

[tyme]

I've seen how tough things have been for you @ArraDreaming , and I also know how far you have come in many ways - as a partner, a father, a brother etc.

I want to be able to support you in your journey. By no means am I wanting to tell anyone off 🙂

I hope that makes sense. 

I especially love hearing about how much your older son has changed. Sounds like he's ready for big school!

[ArraDreaming]

He is @tyme 

he has grown up so much in the last few months, some of what he says actually makes sense now and you can have a nearly proper conversation with him, he comes with me on trips to Bunnings (Hammerbarn) he tells the people in Bunnings that his dad works in an even bigger even better “giant massive Hammerbarn just for plants!!” 

He is ready for school, we just have a little bit to work on 

And for the little guy he’s just a giant softie who likes to be holding my ear lobe for comfort at all times

[ArraDreaming]

I just hate when I’m like this I don’t know what comes over me, that isnt me, well it isnt who I want to but it’s what I fall into
when Im having a hard time. i hate that part of me that unresolved trauma part of me that makes me turn into a total asshole on the internet when i don’t like something

[tyme]

Awwww @ArraDreaming ,

That is amazing. I can see he adores you to the moon and back! What a lucky kid 🙂

[ArraDreaming]

But also, I wish people could see what I’m dealing with right now. Im the only not disgusting and half sane person in my family who is trying to do everything right now, and i mean everything. Im one of like nearly a dozen kids and none of them are capable of helping me out

[ArraDreaming]

Both of them and my partner are my whole world @tyme