Good Morning!

[Appleblossom]

I do think of you @Bimby2 You have posted consistently for years now. 

Always, kind and brief, but a definite part of forum ... furniture ... if you dont me joking in that way ...

@Former-Member I know what you mean, but do not think it was performance hype, as I have been over that for a while, and I did not attend rehearsal since January for this event, but can come in at end and still make a difference to the tuning of the group. 

I had played piano for school choir in that same hall in the 1990s when my girls were in primary school.  It was not that either. 

Yesterday I was feeling agitated and squirmy in my skin, holding my breathe and tensing up a lot.  My psychologist was not there and she called home immediately, but I think she changed her address and had a cancellation due to her bereavement and somehow with all the changes, the date and time in my diary must have been cancelled as well.  Anyway I will see her next week.

I think it is an accumulation of everything and that my dishes are always out of control, but I am NOT supposed to do them as my son was .... etc etc ... 

Last night people were nice and polite etc.

On Sunday I have booked to see a lovely concert.  Someone I know, but I will be in audience, SO I cant complain.

@Ant7 Cant see what type your bike is anymore. In the old days, I knew a lot of models from the line .... Now with all the farings etc ... its a different scene ...

Its great you are out there on both your peddlies too.

It is easy to overdo things on a motor bike ... but I understand the sense of liberation when riding down the coast ... its a distant memory for me ... but a fond one ..

@Former-Member I think the official word ... is over-stimulation ... whether it is music or other things ... I am so used to it from when I was 6 ... its just the way it is.

Eating bowl of porridge, then creamed corn and chicken and bacon soup tonight.

I picked up son and he said it smelled nice ... not "roses" but yummy.

I'll be alright.

Cheers All

[Ant7]

@Appleblossom It is a Suzuki 250 I got it to get my license on and haven’t had enough money to upgrade 😂 

[Appleblossom]

Is it a 4 or 2 stroke?  My brother had an old Suzie 380.

Gotta enjoy wot we got.

 @Ant7

[Ant7]

@Appleblossom It is a 4 stroke it goes ok but it runs out of legs at about 115km 😊

[Former-Member]

@Appleblossom, I can relate to "dishes out of control" - and not changing bed linen 😞 There's so much more to life than cleaning lol, typical for creative people I'm told. But hope your psych can help. I see my new grief counsellor for 2nd visit Mondat. She's doing a timeline which I'm finding confronting. Nobody's done it with me before re all the surface issues, so here goes...

@Zoe7, that's a lovely reply post - thank you. I never know if I'm just not pushing myself hard enough. Bro4 visited so I asked him if he could take dad to the podiatrist this time today - he declined declaring he did it all the time last year 😞 and to think only yesterday I lent him Rego money 😞 Had 1/2hr rest but dad needed help etc. HoHummmm 😕 Are you OK?

[Shaz51]

Hi @Former-Member, sending you hugs 

[Zoe7]

Sorry your bro4 wouldn't help @Former-Member that makes it hard - especially when you have a headache. You are doing a wonderful job looking after your father but it makes it a little hard without support to care for yourself as well 

I am ok - been a complete rest day for me until I went to my parents' place to feed their dogs. I took Toby with me so he kept me company - he basically slept all the way home but just having him there helped in the dark.

I am hoping that I will feel a little more 'alive' tomorrow - the grass still needs to be done and the house is starting to get messy again - housework never stops!

[Adge]

Thanks @Former-Member@frog

Thanks @Appleblossom

I've not been on a date in a long time.

She's Vegan, so it's a vegan restaurant that we're going to.

I feel better already, having you (several people) cheering for me, hoping the best...

Adge

[Ant7]

Good morning everyone have a great day ❤️

[BlueBay]

Hi @Ant7 how are you? Have a great day ❤️