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[Former-Member]

Yes definitely @TAB 

[MDT]

How much of it is the events and how much of it is your mind playing on you? @Former-Member
Does that make sense ?

Lately I've been feeling the same. That I'm not coping at this role I'm in. I feel like people think I am an idiot. I miss things. I feel dumb.

I guess my point is that I have to ask myself how much of what am I experiencing is real vs how much of it is my mind playing on me.

I guess this may be different to what you experience I'm not sure.

Take care dude and keep us in the loop

[MDT]

Also i agree re picking on the weak. I hate people that do that.

Its ridiculous

@Former-Member

[SmilingGecko]

Use psychic protection techniques @Former-Member I had to learn to do it myself ❤️ There are books on psychic protection to stop negative energy and people attacking you.  I drew on the Taoist tradition and there are classic books written on this subject.  Otherwise just get a plain book on psychic protection and begin now by starting to use aura techniques so these incidents don't not affect you on an emotional level so that you turn to alcohol.  It will make you impervious and you will be able to cope.

[MDT]

Take care tabs @TAB
Hey SG @SmilingGecko

Feeling a but overwhelmed atm

Work has been fast. I feel stupid.

But will see what happens.

Gotta stop my negative thinking spirals.

[SmilingGecko]

Its hard @MDT the negative brain talk.  I had to get out some hematite crystal yesterday because of negativity. Hematite always addresses my negative self talk.  I am about to watch a video on what to do if youre having a bad day.  I  hope there is some good advice there from a traditional chinese doctor 

[Former-Member]

@MDT fair enough I think the worst part is the mind playing tricks on me after the event has happened.

I also lack memory in working and in social situations, making things a little trickier. But am doing well with things I can control

@SmilingGecko the witches shield any good, I like the name of it

[TAB]

Take it easy @MDT  you've got this

[SmilingGecko]

I've never heard of the witches shield but wicca is steeped in all kinds of spiritual techniques for self protection.  Explore what sits well with you.  I had a fb friend who was a pagan elder and she was into lots of practices.

Maybe get a book on the subject matter that appeals to you @Former-Member.

I used to use Dr Virtual's Psychic attack audio off you tube.  You may have rips and tears in your aura as well as leaks which gives an attacker a foothold.

I would be focussing on sealing your aura and using a shield like you suggested.  This is what I used to do:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=do4ymriHUbE&list=PLO_WMwpfZzawS1LMwwjsZcPD2m760lf6e&index=6&t=30s

[Former-Member]

Just testing my memory…

@SmilingGecko you work on your garden, have been supportive to me, do astrology, talk about inflation and living cost pressures, cooking and eating what else

@TAB youve moved into a caravan park with shitty Wi-Fi, had a funeral recently of your dad, spent some time reminiscing from when you were a child, have a legal matter atm with your sister anything else?

@MDT your working now, I don’t know the dates, but your back together with you gf, go to the gym occasionally and drink coffee on weekends anything else?

maybe memory better than I’m giving myself credit for but still not as it used to be.

could watch a 20 min video and straight after remember nothing mainly with new information is this normal?