Thank you @Basil I have Bipolar 11, PTSD aspects of paranoia really awful panic attacks etc. I do not take medication. And have been told out of the blue that my psychologist at the clinic doesn't think that therapy is of any help to me, this is the first time the paranoia had been brought up. What hurt most was being told that she told me my case manager didn't want to see me any more.
because of my severe panic attacks with medical appts. They have agreed for me to see my dr very rarely. Also my case manager said that she was happy to support me either way about my medication. Saying they are there for me in the background. But the other week at my therapy appointment they said that because I wasn't seeing my dr that they are a multidisciplinary team and I can't continue. They know I will see the dr but I always follow it with ...it would be a waste of her time has I won't be taking medication, so no appts. are made. Yesterday I received a hand delivered letter saying I am now discharged. I have tried a couple of times to make an appointment with my old GP but cancel after making it. I haven't had a gp for quite a while now. My case manager was looking into finding me one but eventually when I did get a name that GP was no longer working at that clinic.
I feel really blindsided and although I asked my psychologist for a break as I wasn't mentally well and couldn't understand, very emotional and didn't feel like I could phone my c.manager. Then when I thought that it must be all over after 5 weeks of not hearing anything I get this letter. Feeling confused and so hurt.
Iam sorry for the long rant.
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