Thoughts

[Lilly6]

Thanks @Faith-and-Hope   I am not planning anything tonight but I should've done what I planned before. Sorry if that upsets anyone but they are my thoughts. 

[Faith-and-Hope]

They are "just" thoughts as they are @Lilly6 ..... keep to that boundary Hon ...... I hope that helps.

Do you call the helplines when the thoughts are really bad ?  I am glad you are speaking out here with us 💞

[Maggie]

@Lilly6  I’m hearing you also.

I’m sorry things are so hard for you.

Sitting with you, holding you close. 💙💙💙

@Faith-and-Hope ❣️❣️❣️

@Anastasia 💕💕💕

@NatureLover ❣️❣️❣️

[NatureLover]

@Lilly6  so sorry that you find yourself back with the intense SI thoughts 😞

Thinking of you and sending 

[Lilly6]

@Maggie @NatureLover @Faith-and-Hope @Anastasia 

Thank you for sitting with me 💕💕💕💕

[Maggie]

@Lilly6 💕💕💕

[Lilly6]

@Faith-and-Hope 

Thank you, yes they are just thoughts but last week they were way more than that and I very nearly went through with it. 

I didn't call the helplines but did talk to a friend online. I often contact crisis text service when the thoughts are bad but I didn't last week. I really wish I had of gone through with it though and won't back out again. 

[Anastasia]

So sorry @Lilly6 things are still not good.

I wish I could do more to help and to convince you that you are loved and that this shitty time will pass.

All I can offer is my friendship, love and to sit with you so you know you aren't alone. You have us holding your hand, walking with you dear Lilly. I happen to think you are very special 🌹🌷🌻

I read this and it also helped a little so putting it here should you choose to read it beautiful girl ❤️

Feeling Suicidal? Then, you may need to read this. 

[Former-Member]

Hey @Lilly6 , I'm sorry to hear that.

Did you end up finding a different therapist and new meds?

[Former-Member]

Hey there @Lilly6,

I'm sorry to hear you've had such a rough time in the last week. I hope you've been able to get in touch with your regular supports and are being gentle on yourself today.

It's important you also get qualified help, beyond a peer support service when you're feeling this way. If you need some one-on-one support today I encourage you to ring the following-

Lifeline: 13 11 14
Suicide Call Back Service: 1300 659 467

Take good care,

Sphinxly 🐣