Not Coping

[Birdofparadise8]

Temporary grief @Blackbird11?

[Blackbird11]

You will grieve your suspension for a short time @Birdofparadise8 

There is hope and the situation will change and things will get better.

[PizzaMondo]

I hope the cooking class went well @Birdofparadise8 - although I just caught up with your other posts and am sorry to hear about RO responding to you. It's okay to feel upset by this, you still have the support of so many of us on here too - don't forget!

[Birdofparadise8]

Right okay @Blackbird11 

My account is paused again. When I went to try and log in, I just started sobbing again. 

I'm trying to defend myself with the things they've said. I will reply to their email, but I don't think they will respond. 

I don't know, if you realise how much pain I'm in right now. I've been sobbing for the past 30 minutes straight. 

I feel like a part of me has been taken. 

[Birdofparadise8]

I know, but it's different there. They are around my age and a few other things, but it doesn't matter. They obviously don't care about me. 

Well, I'll be here more, hahaha @PizzaMondo 

It's not funny; I'm still sobbing. This hurts so much. 

[ArraDreaming]

Hey @Birdofparadise8 I really didn’t want you think I deliberately wasn’t responding Im just too busy with my own family right now it’s a busy time of time night and feeling unwell myself tonight
I hope you get support you are looking for though dude

[Birdofparadise8]

That's okay @ArraDreaming 

I hope you feel better soon.

I won't tag you in my post tonight. 

[Blackbird11]

I hear you @Birdofparadise8 it is a painful experience. Try to accept the situation, acknowledge your feelings but don't act on them. Instead allow them to pass through you and let them go. Come to terms with the decision and accept it's out of your control. Manage stress by finding strategies to help cope and be kind to yourself. Things will get better, accept it is only temporary. 

[Blackbird11]

Keep seeking support @Birdofparadise8 we're here with you through this 💚

[Birdofparadise8]

I don't know how to accept it @Blackbird11