Not Coping

[Birdofparadise8]

Okay thank you for that @Zoe7 @creative_writer 

I’m out for dinner now so I’ll reply later. 

[Birdofparadise8]

Hahaha all good @ENKELI 

I asked my mum how to spell it and she wouldn’t tell me. 
you have the movie on Disney now. 

[Birdofparadise8]

Had the first act @ENKELI 

been waiting ages for her to come on. 

[ENKELI]

@Birdofparadise8 oh I hate that! Waste half the night with the headliners!

[Birdofparadise8]

I know and now I’m on my way home and it’s going to take forever I have to get a tram and train @ENKELI 

It was good though. 
I will look forward having my space again. 
mum is saying I’ve wreaked her night because I’m tired and want to go to bed. 

[ENKELI]

@Birdofparadise8 okay, so that's on her, not you. She chose to have her night "wrecked" because of her own needs and wants. You did nothing to wreck her night. You are tired, it's been a long day and you have had excess stress. Don't let her get to you. I know that's hard, she's your mum and if she's anything like mine she can be very manipulative and make you feel like crap, but that's on her.

I will say it over and over until you know it's not you 😊

[Birdofparadise8]

Yeah I guess so @ENKELI 

They don’t know how I’ve been feeling so that also doesn’t help. 

[Birdofparadise8]

How much longer will you be around @ENKELI 

@I’m not feeling good already and I’m no where near home. 

[ENKELI]

@Birdofparadise8 it's only 8.20 here so I'll be around for as long as you need me hon.

Don't let your mum get to you, you know she has her own issues and she's projecting her hurt on to you. It is wrong but it's unfortunately what people do.

[Birdofparadise8]

Thank you @ENKELI 

My train doesn’t leave for another 20 minutes. Then about 20 minutes home depending on which way the loop is going out of the city. 
ahh I wish I could feel alright, but I don’t.