Not Coping

[bartart23]

Oh @Birdofparadise8  are you okay?  

I haven't done anything today I've been missing my baby 

I wanna cry too   

[Birdofparadise8]

Eh, I don’t know @bartart23 

I feel like I’m falling. I'm just a sad, bad person. 

I'm sorry you want to cry. Do you feel any better than last night? 

Do you have a Baby, a baby pet?

[bartart23]

Aww @Birdofparadise8  I am the same as you falling sad shit person I feel as tho I have failed everyone  it's more of the bad thoughts

It was a real baby  it was when I was 17 I don't know how to say it without triggering others 

[Birdofparadise8]

Yeah, shitty is a good way to put it @bartart23 

I feel like I'm a shitty person. 

Ah, okay, so I'm assuming an accidental pregnancy if I'm correct? 

[bartart23]

Yea @Birdofparadise8  yes your right 

I am questioning myself about my sexual ity 

It won't make sense to you but I am happy to tell you if you like 

I am a shitty person who failed everyone badly 

[Melbcoffeesnob]

Hey @bartart23

I don't know the full extent of what you are going through, Don't you think you're being a little bit too hard on yourself there? Everyone makes mistakes, we are only human.

[Birdofparadise8]

I'm sorry if someone did something to you @bartart23 

That should have never happened. Do you see your child? You're 21 now, right? 

Sure, you can tell me. I'm a straight female, so I might not fully understand. 

[bartart23]

Hi @Birdofparadise8  no that child is gone 

It's ok sorry for coming to sane I am just a mess 

I ruined everything yea safe 

[Birdofparadise8]

No, you don't have to go @bartart23 

Please, you haven't said anything wrong. 

I'm a little confused. Have you had two children?

[bartart23]

Hi @Melbcoffeesnob  there is lots of you  

Not been hard on myself it's feeling down