Tw Not Coping

[tyme]

I don't know what you are going to take @Birdofparadise8 . I'm just saying that often it turns out wrong. This was also a serious warning for me from my psychologist. He'd seen too many 'broken' after an attempt gone wrong. He said it is the saddest thing to see young people never being the same again. Even if some lose a limb or whatever. I've been so close many times. I wouldn't want to go there.

[Birdofparadise8]

I told my psych what I want to take, and the plan was KHL or psych triage @tyme. 

I went with KHL. 

SI is such a conflicting thing. 

[tyme]

It is important you do make those choices such as whether you prefer KHL or triage @Birdofparadise8 .

Ultimately, you are of age and hence most likely considered as one who is responsible for your actions. No one can make you do or not do something. We can only encourage one to take the path that will be helpful for them.

You have a lot to live for. I acknowledge it does not feel like that right now, but you have had moments in life where you have enjoyed going out, enjoyed being with people etc. Now it's about honing in on those special moments and dwelling on them rather than the unhelpful thoughts.

You have made it very clear you do not want to return home. Hence, it's about working with what you have right now.

I'm off shortly, but will see you tomorrow.

[Birdofparadise8]

I don't know if that is enough right now, @tyme. 

I'll just have to see what happens once I get through to KHL. 

Thank you and talk tomorrow. 

[Birdofparadise8]

I got through @creative_writer 

[Birdofparadise8]

Hey @tyme @creative_writer @Kyle1 

[creative_writer]

Hi @Birdofparadise8, I hope you are doing well ❤️

[Birdofparadise8]

I got through another night let's hope today is the same and I can get through it @creative_writer. 

What are you doing today?

[tyme]

Hey @Birdofparadise8 - nice and sunny here. Do you need to meal prep today?

I went to the shops early morning and bought some bananas, tomato medleys, and persimmons. Have you tried persimmons before? They are so good.

[Birdofparadise8]

I'm not sure I'm up for much today, @tyme. 

I don't really want to do anything. I wasn't really planning on having a weekend I thought I would be in the hospital.