Tw Not Coping

[Birdofparadise8]

My depression is really bad @amber22 

I've been feeling really sad and all that all week it's been exhausting. I hate myself so much right now. 

[amber22]

Oh that is so tough @Birdofparadise8 

Does work help to get your mind off of things for a while? Sometimes I have to force myself to work when I'm feeling like that, but it does help my mind a bit 

[Birdofparadise8]

It depends on the day and who Im working with or how busy it is. 

If it is busy and good colleague then it's fine but when they aren't as good then it's not good. 

I just hope my depression won't get in the way today @amber22 

[amber22]

I hope you've got some good colleagues to work with today @Birdofparadise8 

Do you have anything planned for after work? Hopefully you don't finish too late

[Birdofparadise8]

I start at 4:30 and finish at midnight so its a late one and I'm already so tied since I got up early to pre for uni, work and the appointment. 

I'll go home and cry that's for sure. 

I think I do from looking at the roster @amber22 

[amber22]

Oh goodness that is very late @Birdofparadise8 Hopefully you can tire yourself out at work so you come home and sleep. 

Do you enjoy working nights?

[Birdofparadise8]

No I don't really like this shift as I'm so tired before I start from uni and other things @amber22 

I also work again tomorrow at 12 so I'm going be so tired tomorrow night. 

[amber22]

Ohh that does sound so tiring @Birdofparadise8 

Those are some long shifts too!

Do you have any time off this week that you could use to rest?

[Birdofparadise8]

Friday I need to catch up on uni so not really @amber22 

Then Saturday and Sunday will be more study and meal prep and cleaning. 

[amber22]

Sounds like a very productive week! @Birdofparadise8