Not Coping

[Birdofparadise8]

I hope so @ArraDreaming 

Right now, my stomach is so sore. It's been sore all day. @ENKELI 

Self-soothing won't hurt with this pain, but for the emotional part, I guess. 

I'm just worried I've started having so SI. 

I hope we can chat tonight if you're around. 

[ArraDreaming]

No good

[ArraDreaming]

What do you mean by SI

[Birdofparadise8]

Suicidal ideation @ArraDreaming 

[ArraDreaming]

Ohhhhh

[ArraDreaming]

Jeepers

[Birdofparadise8]

Yeah not fun @ArraDreaming 

I think what happened with my psych and friend pushed me over the edge. 

[ArraDreaming]

Hmm psych probs shouldn’t make you feel like unalive g though aye

[Birdofparadise8]

True but I have been very upset with what happened and I was already on the verge and then my so called friend not being my friend @ArraDreaming 

I don't know what to say. I have been having some SI thoughts, and I can't take that away. No matter how they develop, they are here. 

[ENKELI]

@Birdofparadise8 okay you need to do something to stop those bad SI my sweet girl. 

I need you princess, you are so special and important to me. 

Is the library close by for you to look for some books to read? Or how about Netflix? Is there anything you would like to watch?

I'm hoping I won't be too late home tonight to chat with you 🫂💙