Not Coping

[Former-Member]

very sorry to hear that @Birdofparadise8  xx 

sitting with you xx

[Shaz51]

No you did not step out of line my awesome friend @Former-Member 🥰

[Former-Member]

Sounds really nice for Mr Shaz there occupying his time with his hobby @Shaz51  🙂 

Really sorry to hear youre having ups and downs with health.. are you alright?

xx hugs and hugs to you

[Former-Member]

Aw, Im really sorry to hear youre feeling low and alone right now @Birdofparadise8 xx

Being exhausted and working so hard I think can contribute for sure... can you take a break and have something good to eat dearest? 

[Shaz51]

Get the blood tests results next week @Former-Member 😄

[Former-Member]

Thanks for letting me know that @Shaz51  🙂 💜

Have nothin' but love for ya 🤗 🌺

[Birdofparadise8]

I'm not hungry for dinner yet @Former-Member 

I'm having SI thoughts and think how everyone would be better off without me. 

Both my roommates have gone home.

I'm so over feeling so depressed. 

I'll speak to my regular at KHL at around 7pm. 

[Former-Member]

I hope its all ok when those results arrive @Shaz51  💜 xx

its not easy living with chronic health issues... hey, if its ok with you to ask, I wondered if you had any further word on the chances of getting dialysis machinery up your way, just in case you need it?  My apologies, I cant remember where that was at, and I cant find the posts from a while ago 🙂 xx

[Former-Member]

Im so sorry to hear youre having SI at the moment @Birdofparadise8 💜

I know how hard it can be, and how it may feel like as youve described, however I just want to gently counter that point with the value I place on you as a person, and as a peer here; I really appreciate having our chats, and its nice to have that connection 🌺

Feeling so down does wear us thin, doesn't it? xx

I do understand, and I want to kindly say youre not alone xx

Ok, that sounds good - I will be here and chat with you till then if you like xx

[Shaz51]

Still ongoing with getting a dialysis machine our small town @Former-Member 

The kidney specialist wants to see me up at the city clinic in July to talk to the dialysis team and discuss which way to go but she wants to delay as long as we can