Tw Not Coping

[Birdofparadise8]

Yeah true some days you just have less energy @Jynx 

What are you doing for dinner?

[Jynx]

Got leftover cottage pie @Birdofparadise8 so yum. HBU?

[Birdofparadise8]

That sounds yummy @Jynx 

I don't know yet probably something boring. 

[Jynx]

@Birdofparadise8 even boring stuff can be made extra tasty with the right spices. 

[Birdofparadise8]

Weetbix or a smoothie @Jynx 

[Jynx]

@Birdofparadise8 oh true. 

Haha now I'm imagining you adding like, paprika and cumin to weetbix 🤣 blech! 

How is uni going for ya? 

[Birdofparadise8]

haha no other things lol @Jynx 

I got my essay done yesterday so I'm happy about that. Today was alright. I'm not really in the mood. 

Oh also to answer your question from yesterday about speaking to my regular at KHL I'm speaking to her tonight. I'm going to go for a walk shortly and then come back make my smoothie and then it will be time to talk to her. 

[Jynx]

@Birdofparadise8 oh nice one, I hope it ends up being a super nice call for ya 😁

Enjoy your walk!

[Birdofparadise8]

Mmm, I'm not sure @Jynx. 

I'll be talking about my eating, which has gotten so much worse the past week and a bit. Also, about my grandmother and what might happen in the next few weeks. I need to find a new psych and just how bad my depression is in general.

I don't really know if I want to talk about my eating because telling her won't change what I do and it will just lead us to go around and around in circles. 

[Jynx]

@Birdofparadise8 if you feel it's going in circles you can point that out and ask for something to shift. 

I reckon talking about your grandmother would be super helpful, I know it's been pretty heav for you.