Tw Not Coping

[Birdofparadise8]

What is wrong with me @Kyle1 

[Kyle1]

you're human...

humans have needs @Birdofparadise8 

[Birdofparadise8]

Mmm well I feel very broken and lost right now @Kyle1 

[Kyle1]

I am very familiar with those feelings. I empathise, Laura. 

Has there been a particular event in your life that has generated these feelings? 

[Birdofparadise8]

I was bullied at school my whole life, about ten years @Kyle1. 

It was the worst thing to ever happen. What people said to me made me not want to be alive anymore, and still do. I have literally turned into my own personal bully that I can't get away from. 

[Kyle1]

oh, that's awful, Laura...

I doubt there's a quick fix for something like that. I'm sorry @Birdofparadise8 

Do things like that still occur? ...

[Birdofparadise8]

Yeah I'm not sure how I will undo ten years of pain @Kyle1 

I believe everything that every person said to me and I still do and its shaped how I think and feel today. 

No not anymore. 

[Kyle1]

yeah... it's like when nails are hammered into your door. And there might be hundreds of them!. But even when you manage to pull them out, you still have to live with the holes...

@Birdofparadise8 

[Birdofparadise8]

That feels 100% true @Kyle1 

[Kyle1]

https://youtu.be/Kw8vBDk880k

shall we share a song?.. @Birdofparadise8 

I like the feels in this one