Tw Not Coping

[tyme]

I'm only just passing through but wanted to ask how you are @Birdofparadise8 . Did you get the antibiotics?

[Birdofparadise8]

Hey @tyme 

Yes got them I’ve had one and I have enough for seven days so hope things clear up. 

Did you get caught in the rain at all. I’ve been to a dfo and didn’t realize it was raining. 

Hope you’re having a good day. 

[Birdofparadise8]

Hello @Kyle1 @creative_writer @Captain24 @Bow 

How are you all today? 

[creative_writer]

Hi @Birdofparadise8, I am afraid I am not stable enough to support you today.

[Birdofparadise8]

Oh no what’s wrong @creative_writer? 

Is your depression not good?

[creative_writer]

@Birdofparadise8, I feel more flat, tired, sleepy and depressed, and the pain is starting to get worse again.

[Kyle1]

Hi @Birdofparadise8 

Thank you for asking.

Unfortunately, I feel Like I'm about to crash, emotionally. I had another awful beginning to the day. Felt a bit better around lunch.

But after eating late I'm feeling deep melancholia. I've been noticing that as a somewhat new thing, too: feeling depressed after eating.

Does this ever happen to you @Birdofparadise8 ? 

[Birdofparadise8]

I'm sorry @Kyle1 no I don't think so I've never thought about it when I'm feeling sad it's after I eat. 

I wouldn't say I'm feeling great either I'm going down the rabbit hole and I need it to stop. 

[Kyle1]

Goodness... what is going on with us?? @creative_writer is unwell, too. Will we ever get atleast one whole day of bliss again? ...

And what would that look like for you, @Birdofparadise8 ?

[Birdofparadise8]

Do you mean with me going down the rabbit hole @Kyle1? 

Well, I feel it coming on, but I have to persevere and go to Woollies then I'll let it out when I come back home. I need a good cry and pray that will be enough and won't let me spiral to the point of SH and worse SI.