My Mosaic

[Bow]

Thanks @RiverSeal 

@that’s cool. I looked into that ages ago but it wasn’t available in my area. 
what other courses have you done?

[RiverSeal]

It's getting more popular, so it might come up in the future @Bow 

I've also studied an Intorduction to the NDIS, Cert IV in Community Services, Cert IV in AOD, Diploma of Community Services, and Recognising and Responding to Sexual Violence.

I'm ready for a break after 8 years of mostly part time study!

RiverSeal 

[Bow]

Wow you got it all covered there @RiverSeal! 

[Bow]

It’s another week 😩 another week to exist through. 

my SW came to visit today. She didn’t really ask how I was. Just asked how my weekend was and we talked… I mostly listened about church life. 
I did show her the new communication cards that I added to my collection. She wanted to talk through them. Like what each card meant. How I maybe presenting/ experiencing and what I might need for each one. 

I did a bit more painting. 

[Eve7]

Sending lots of love and support @Bow 

🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵

[Bow]

I don’t know what to do

my head is saying a lot of not nice things 

[rav3n]

hey @Bow i'm sorry to hear about those thoughts. do you feel comfy reaching out to LL, BeyondBlue or SCBS about them? i can keep you company while you text them. sitting with you 💙

[Bow]

Wait for so long @rav3n  for them to be rude and useless

[rav3n]

gosh i'm so sorry you were treated that way @Bow i know reaching out isn't easy and i'm proud of you for trying, really sucks their response wasn't kind.

how can i support you tonight? distraction chats, listening ear, etc., let me know what you're in the mood for. hope you've got your sloth blanket and kitties to keep you company too 💜

[Bow]

Yep always challenging reaching out for help and for it to be a waste of time @rav3n 

I don’t know. Don’t think it’s wise to talk. Might get in trouble. So maybe distraction? 
just sitting in bed. Waiting for D to go to bed. Just had some kitten time, they now in their playpen eating supper. Squeezing mr sloth. 

I was painting today @rav3n sitting on a stool, tub of paint in hand and I had let the kittens out for a while. They were mostly in the room next to me exploring. Next minute one of them had launched themselves at my back, claws in. Scared the crap out of me, hurt of cause… and my tub of paint… spilt down the front of me and on the floor. 😩😤