I just can't.

[Appleblossom]

@The-red-centaur  Are you getting rehabilitation for the nerve damage?

It was great to read that you were proud.

Not sure if you like Mojo Juju? Just wondered.

https://www.sbs.com.au/news/the-feed/mojo-juju-opened-up-her-family-photo-album-for-us

[The-red-centaur]

@Appleblossom there's nothing that can be done for my nerve damage unfortunately.

I went to TAFE today for the suitability assessment of the course I want to do. Though I'm pretty sure I messed up the assessment and when I disclosed I had nerve damage that affects my hand writing it sounded like i don't have a chance because there's so much note taking and fine motor skills required. Fml.

And today my dad's dog died (it was mine when I was living at home, but it's been 6 years) I'm sad.

[Zoe7]

So sorry about your Dad's dog @The-red-centaur It doesn't matter that you don't still live with them - that kind of loss is very sad. My parents have loss 2 of their dogs and both of their cats over the last year and it is horrible to go through - so very sorry buddy 

I do hope your assessment today went better than you suspect and that you get into the course you want - fingers crossed for you 🤞

[The-red-centaur]

Thanks

[Appleblossom]

@The-red-centaur Sorry about your dog passing.  It is a long time you have known him.  Was he buried? I cremated a cat early this year.  It is the first time I ever did anything like that, and it was comforting to have him with me, until we were ready to scatter the ashes, I still have a clip of his fur and a pawprint.

You have heap of issues on your plate.  I hope you have decent support and get into a course that suits you.  If they dont think you will cope with that one, try and find another course or interest.  I am a bit over courses so I like to do things in the general community.

Always good to see you around.  Just wish life was not so hard.

[The-red-centaur]

@Appleblossom thanks for the kind words.


I'm finding it tough tonight

[The-red-centaur]

how do i get the voices out of my body. theyre tearing me apart from the inside i feel them inside me...

[Appleblossom]

Thinking of you @The-red-centaur

DO you have any sports, running or dance or physical activities you like? 

I know a few people are in choirs for gender diverse people, so they also get an understanding commu nity.

Sometimes intention and activity pushes the thoughts and maybe the voices out ...  I have not much experience as a voice hearer.  I think you probably also need to do some psychological intervention as well with a good therapist. I have witnessed others struggling with voices since I was little and visited psych hospitals.

My approach is putting myself into high intensity arts ... singing ... and that helps me ... but we are all different.

 @The-red-centaur

What was the course?

[Appleblossom]

Sad to say I have had a lot of experiences like that. Feeling tortured in my own skin.  

I dont get so freaked out by it now.  It was much worse in my 30s Thats not much help to you.  Sorry.

Sounds like a great course. Are you interested in science?

[The-red-centaur]

I didn't get accepted into the course. It does matter now though.nothing matters