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[Sunnyside226]

Yh allg  guessing the weekend lol 

That's so so cute oh him  he's worried about his mum  your both lucky to have each other  he knows your a good mum to him  

Haha can you imagine her trying to woke me up if I had the headphones in 😂  it's not a bad idea to look into them lol

Someone has too lol. 

Ohhhh trust me I think she would be over everyday still 😂 or she would just send them every minute the ones she wants to do 😂😂  yet I'm  not going to be dancing haha 

Ohhhh ok  yeh soz I'm a little slow haha I've been tagged a here and there I get lost  im slowing catching up 😂  

My sis face time me because she was stressed thought I had left   I calmed her down    

Sleep well @Dreamy   I may talk tomorrow  as she will be 

Almost finished at the thingy

[Dreamy]

Hello @Sunnyside226, I'm so sorry for my absence. I've had alot going on here and just haven't had it in me to keep up with every post. 

How are you going, have you been up to much over the last few days and do you have any plans for the weekend? 

[Sunnyside226]

@Dreamy  hello it's ok 

How am I I don't even know   dealing with things.  People just don't understand things makes me feel stupid.   

Not to mention  I called Lifeline yesterday.   The female I got didn't even to try talk to me   she asked if I had a plan I said yes there's one that's been floating in my head   I said I haven't done anything yet.  She kept saying she would call the ambulance  I said why  because I had a plan, I said  isn't it her job to listen and chat about things before they call the ambulance.   I did  say  i was safe in the chat.   

I would rather keep everything to myself from now on. 

As for the weekend plans  I was going to look at dirt bikes.  Drop miss off because she has a date  tonight. Tomorrow I don't know yet 

@Dreamy  what about you? You going to hide from the world? Lol 😂 

[Dreamy]

@Sunnyside226 i hear you and I can relate to people not understanding. 

I'm sorry the experience with the crisis service wasn't great. I know it can be hit and miss at times with who you get. Just like in real life we don't connect with everyone we meet, well it's the same when we try to chat to a crisis service. Don't let it discourage you from reaching out again cos the next person may be just the right fit and be able to offer support with how you are feeling. Sending you hugs, we are always here to listen and offer support ❤️.

Going to look at dirt bikes sounds like fun. Hope your sis has a good time on her date tonight. 

I very much am hiding from the world but I have to go to the shops now, not sure how I'm going to go but I guess we'll see. 

[Sunnyside226]

@Dreamy 

Honestly it's ok    I understand it's a hit and miss   it feels like some places just want to get rid of people by calling an ambulance.  Which isn't always the case  some people just want to be heard.     It's kinda like the job I do 

I understand someone saying they have a plan can make people worry but telling the help seeker person they calling an ambulance could send them in panic.   

I won't let it stop me from reaching out.  It's why I keep things to myself I bottle things up, I think that's what me and @AuntGlow have been talking about 

Honestly she has changed her outfit 20 times already   lol  she has her make up things ready  to be put on.  Hopefully it doesn't take her years to put on lol( I'll keep you updated on that) 

She also wants me to sneak peek at the guy to make sure he's a nice one haha things I do for her 

Good luck for the shops @Dreamy     is Casper going with you? 

[AuntGlow]

Hello lovely! Sorry for my delay. @Sunnyside226 🫶

How are you?

Yes, totally fine with my nickname. 💅

That's okay, when you can find the words to share, I will be here. 🥰

Have you talked to any of your mates recently?

And have you and your partner been on a beach dinner date yet, that sounds so lovely!

[Dreamy]

Hello @Sunnyside226, how are you going today, have you been up to anything? 

I can relate to bottling things up. Know that we are always here to listen and support you ❤️.

Haha oh your sis changing so many times. But the question is how did her date go? 

Did you sneak peek this guy to make sure he's ok for your sis hehe

[Sunnyside226]

@AuntGlow  @Dreamy   

I'm informing you both  as I only talk to you both

I may not reply to tags or post 

A loved one passed away   I'm not doing well mentally    it feels wrong me being alive while half my family isn't alive. I don't know if /will I  be back   

I don't  feel  I deserve to be here 

I hope you both have a nice  Xmas   thanks for your time over the months it's been nice getting to know you both. 

[Dreamy]

@Sunnyside226 oh I'm so sorry to hear about this news. Please know that you are not alone, we are always here for you when/if you decide to come back. I'm dealing with grief myself after my 17 year old niece took her own life last week. 

You definitely deserve to be here but i do understand those feelings. Please take care of yourself and you know I always love our chats together. Sending you love and hugs at this time ❤️

[AuntGlow]

Oh, Sunny! My lovely friend, this would be so incredibly heartbreaking. I am so sorry you have lost a family member, I can't even imagine how hard these feelings must be for you to hold... please know that you absolutely deserve to be here and we really want to be there for you during this time. 

You can always contact Griefline too, https://griefline.org.au/

We want to make sure you're okay, so please let us know if you need any support. You are undoubtedly welcome here. 💖 @Sunnyside226