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18-03-2016 07:42 PM
18-03-2016 07:42 PM
In hospital
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19-03-2016 02:16 AM
19-03-2016 02:16 AM
Re: In hospital
You're not a bad mum. It is disappointing that you missed your sons birthday, but you really need to be more concerned with your own health & well-being right now. As much as we may wish it's hard for people to put their lives on hold for someone else. Most people like to celebrate on the day, guess they didn't realise how it would affect you.
No idea why the psych didn't come & can understand why you would feel so let down after expecting him.
For now, please just try to get yourself healthy, at least physically. Your own well-being should be your major focus right now, not issues that are beyond your control. I hope you're well enough to go home very soon. Sounds like at least the hospital is treating you well.
Please take care.
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19-03-2016 09:19 AM
19-03-2016 09:19 AM
Re: In hospital
You're right I am a good mum!! I try so hard.
I know my son prob wanted to celebrate his birthday on the day. And I'm sure he didn't even think about not doing it. It's ok I'm ok about it. I know My health is more important than anything else at the moment. Once I'm physically better I can then work on other stuff. You're so right😊
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19-03-2016 07:36 PM
19-03-2016 07:36 PM
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19-03-2016 07:48 PM
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20-03-2016 11:55 PM
20-03-2016 11:55 PM
Re: In hospital
Take care.
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21-03-2016 11:57 AM
21-03-2016 11:57 AM
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I think I've realised that I can't go into the MHU each time I have a crisis. He said I've been coping well without my parents and I should be proud of that. I can see what he means but it still hurts that I can't see my dad. This I need to let go of - trouble is I don't know how because the pain is too painful.
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21-03-2016 12:59 PM
21-03-2016 12:59 PM
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It is sad & painful that someone you want in your life is under the influence of someone you think you can do without. A very difficult situation with no easy answer. Yes, you are coping, but it doesn't mean the pain is any less.
Please don't feel you have to do everything for everyone the moment you get home. You are probably still recovering and your own well-being needs to come first. Let them do some things for you instead this time. You might just get used to it. 🙂
Take care.
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21-03-2016 01:21 PM
21-03-2016 01:21 PM
Re: In hospital
I miss my dad so much and no matter how many people tell me to let go and move on - I just can't. I feel like I'm the child again who wants their dad so so much. Tears are flowing. I just want a hug.
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21-03-2016 02:55 PM
21-03-2016 02:55 PM
Re: In hospital
Hello @BlueBay
Glad you are well enough to go home.
Hope you can have a quite moment sharing love with your son. Sometimes that can be nicer than the big birthday bash.
We all want love and to be able to give love. That is part of human nature(along with a few more troublesome aspects.) My family was not very loving and it took me a very long while to process it and be able to tell myself accept it as it is. I just kept wanting it to be better, and turning myself into a pretzel to try and fix things.
Take care